I'M PRETTY SURE I'M ADDICTED TO PORN.

ITS SO WRONG
ITS SO WRONG
ITS SO FUCKING WRONG


BUT ITS SO FUCKING RIGHT

i feel disarmed, like i let my guard down and there's nothing there but heart break.
i feel left to dry out and grow old alone. i feel as if everyone is vanishing slowly
and i'm left to mourn over it all. i feel bad to be so selfish, but it's all about the
star player, right?

i'm not like you.

life is good, when you're wondering where you're going to sleep that night. a park bench is fine.
in the middle of the night, i was awake. someone decided to dump water all over me. it's october, which means it's the peak fall, the month i favor. now in reality, i would be furious. but everything is okay, the weather is wonderful and the beat to my favorite song is stuck in my head. i want to whistle the whole day. i can't explain the unexplainable. i do know what i have to do now and that is forget about everything.


great.

oh queen bee, you're always happy and free.